I'm not quite sure what to feel right now. I want to be in control, but i feel like im losing it more and more each day.
Just heard from my best friend that my other (male) friend has bin toughing me up while i was to drunk to realize it on friday.
OK that feel kinda weird. I mean, i like the thought that somebody wants me - but not him - and not like that.

J. apparently loves me

Well ain't that fucking great

I'm so fucked up i don't know what i want - what to think...

Kinda miss The Ex, but do i really?
Lately i don't know which feelings i have are true and which ones are just memories, imaginary things that i would like in my dreams but never in real life....



This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her