Woow, stop right there, Cologne! Just got an email stating that he could come visit me in K. in August, that we could drive to G. in September and when he has moved into his new bachelor appartment in ocotber i could come visit as often as i would like........ Hmmm. The email ended with "tell me i'm crazy, perhaps i am".
Yes, you are and yes, i probably should tell you!
I actually am starting to think that he is somewhat out of his mind, but somehow i also rely on that, because somehow i guess i need it - people caring about me and thinking about me.
Speaking of people thinking about me; Mr. Jones hadn't returned my smsses untill yesterday and this sms was so un-crazy that i am starting think that that number is just plain bullshit. Well he told me to "keep me time reserved for him tomorrow" which, i guess, means something like: i'll-come-at-5am-and-leave-at-6-after-i-have-taken-you-hard-and -slapped-you-a-bit-around-for-my-own-pleasure-then-i-will-go-back
-home-to-my-wife-who-i-love-and-will-never-leave-but-unfortunately
-she's-too-fragile-to-slap-around.
I really think about that aspect though, it is kinda annoying but on the other hand, it might sound absurd, but being slapped during sex actually make me feel more powerful then it probably does him. Well who knows? Lets see what tomorrow brings....

Believe i'm breaking my personal record in crying-on-somebody-different's-shoulder-every-night