Try to turn it off
But it's hard to see
Through this emptiness
Slowly breaking me
Maybe hurt me just a little less
Then I can start to breathe
But still your heart is out of reach

What were we thinking
And what will we do now
Ah ha
Right now
Right now
Right now
Ooh ooh

The sun hasn't shined today at all
A funny thing
You haven't called
Tell me why
Or should I be asking?
How would I respond to it all
Times were good
I wish you were around more
I can feel you at my door
But it's not you
It's someone else
What can I do
Ooh, what did we do

What were we thinking
What were we thinking
What were we thinking
Right now
Right now
Right now

Try to turn it off
But it's hard to see
Through this emptiness
Slowly breaking me
Maybe hurt me just a little less
Then I can start to breathe
But still your heart is out fo reach

What were we thinking
What can we do now
Right now
Right now

Try to turn it off
But it's hard to see
Through this emptiness
Slowly breaking me
Maybe hurt me just a little less
Then I can start to breathe
But still

I should have known
It was right in front of me
Screaming girl just walk away
See it can't ever be
Oh, what would we do now
We carried on making our mistakes
Thinking our love was free
Now you've taken part of me
Right now

I'm not quite sure what to feel right now. I want to be in control, but i feel like im losing it more and more each day.
Just heard from my best friend that my other (male) friend has bin toughing me up while i was to drunk to realize it on friday.
OK that feel kinda weird. I mean, i like the thought that somebody wants me - but not him - and not like that.

J. apparently loves me

Well ain't that fucking great

I'm so fucked up i don't know what i want - what to think...

Kinda miss The Ex, but do i really?
Lately i don't know which feelings i have are true and which ones are just memories, imaginary things that i would like in my dreams but never in real life....



This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her

I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her